White Rabbit by Emiliana Torrini

This is a wonderful song, with excellent lyrics. This is the first time I heard Emiliana Torrini's work.

One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all

Go ask Alice when she's ten feet tall

And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall
Tell him a hookah-smokin' caterpillar
Has given you the call

And call Alice when she was just small

When the men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go
And you have just have some kind of mushroom
And your mind is movin' low

Go ask Alice, I think she'll know

When logic and proportion
Have fallen sloppy dead
And the white knight is talking backwards
And the red queen's off with her head

Remember
What the doormouse said
Feed your head
Feed your head

Dying

I am dying,
Dying from hunger,
Dying from everything..

When God Was A Lad

"When God Was a Lad, I was nothing more than a handful of dust.."

My Self Scripture

:::I am not alone, I have the whole world with me:::

An Analogue to My Life - Part 2

So, what is wrong with my life? No, nothing is wrong except that I have been disowned by my own family for choosing my way of life. Sadly, they don't like my lifestyle, they don't like anything I do to survive, they hate everything about me. How am I supposed to live? Get my own life..

I do not choose to be disowned. They forced me. Either I live the way they expect me to live or I shall be kicked out of the house and find my own way to survive out there. Surprisingly, I managed to live until this day. It has been 3 years since I moved out. People keep on telling me that I am strong but who knows how fragile I feel from the inside.

I am glad that today, I have manage to established 3 blogs which I don't really get many traffics but I am glad that at least I have some loyal readers who would come back and check out my blog for latest posts.

I do wish I can embark on a blogging career. Until then, I shall keep on working my sweat off to earn a living..

Analogue of My Life - Part 1

I wish I could live near a beach where it is peaceful, sunny all the time and the wind that I could almost hear it sings in my ears. When I wake up every morning, I can feel the sun and the breeze. Isn't it wondeful if I could have a life like that? Yes, how I wish it can come true but for now it can happen only in my dreams.

Every night, I have wonderful dreams. Every morning, I will have to wake up to a horrible reality. I constantly worry about things that will eventually bring me down like money and food and rental and the list keeps going on. I am so tired with it yet I wonder what I can do to change it.

Three years ago, I came to the big city to plant my foot and grow from there. Today, I am proud to say that I am living the life that I have always wanted, together with my loving fiance. Isn't that great?

Yes, it is in fact the greatest thing. Now, I need to concentrate on work. I no longer work as a Sales Assistant any more. The title itself doesn't do any good to my resume anyway. Now I am proud to be the Administrator of http://www.elawyer.com.my/ where my job is to oversee the whole web progress and I am enjoying it.

When I am Sick

When I am Sick,
I go to see doctor,
Yet the doctor sees no one,
And I go home and cry all night..

*actually I am trying to write something to actually express myself now that I am really sick with the fever and flu and cough all coming to me at once..

When I Was Sleeping

When I was sleeping,
I could not close my eyes,
I could not dream about the dreams,
That I have in my mind.

When I was sleeping,
I could not touch my love,
I could not feel the love,
That is all around me.

But when I awake,
All the love is back,
I can feel everything,
It is so wonderful..

Turn Back Time

"If only I could turn back time.."

Time, a precious gift to be treasured, yet people are wasting time doing nothing other than wasting time...

*picture from Stickgirl

Empty Head

Picture from stickgirl

At this moment, my head is empty..need some time to generate new thoughts..